This is going to be a bit of a ramble. It's supposed to be theraputic for me, but we'll see. So, i you're looking for a pick-me-up, it won't be today
I am soooooooo sick! I have never been this sick ever! Why am I blogging then, you ask. Well, because health services does not open for another five hours and I have to do something to try to keep my mind off of the pain that is consuming my body. Yes, sounds mellow dramatic, but it's so true. I can't stop crying. Everything hurts. My fingers ache for crying outloud. There is so much pressure in my head that I can't lay down because it makes it hurt worse. Sitting up hurts because the core of my body is so fevered that the temperature change makes me ache. And standing hurts...well, I don't know why, but it does. I really need a tranquillizer...probably spelled wrong. Even my teeth ache. I was thinking of going to the emergency room, but it seems like there are so many more worst things happening to people. The nurse might look at me and tell me to go home because they have someone who's bleeding, coughing or...well, I don't know dying. Hospitals are only supposed to be very sick people, and I think I am very sick, but the medical professionals are the ones that have to judge that. You know, the whole legitimate patient thing. (Oh God, Soc. haunts me even when I want to be shot). I took seven adville in the span of three hours and they did nothing. They knocked me out enough that I was able to sleep for 2 hours, but that is about it. Since I swim for the national swim team, everything is illegal. I can't even take Asprin. I drank some tea, but I hurt too much to make more. Did I mention my teeth hurt? All right well, I can't sit here anymore. I have to lie down. Hopefully i fall back asleep for a while...highly unlikely though. Good night. :(
PS: I feel so sorry for Jetta when I am sick because she doesn't sleep well when I don't because I am always tossing and turning. But it's nice that her and the cats have been sleeping with me. That helps a little...oh and the teddy bear my parents gave me for Valentine's Day.